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What the hell..... I dint blame you okay.I just telling you. Nevermind. I dont wana hate. I really don wana hate you. I dono how i fucking feel now. So so confused. Everything's so unpredictable. People has been telling me that you asked her for stead and stuff. Oh wtf. It seemed as though she accepted you. As in the way you guys acted. You treated her nicer then the way you used to treat me last time. Even though it was nice too, but you made more sacrifices? Yea, a brother to me.. I cant say anything. I'm not controlling. Talking to you doesnt work anymore. It only irritates you. And only makes you think i m more irritating. Ending a converstation with a brb or phone low batt are jus plainly excuse. Everyone knows it =) I knew it was, but i kept quiet, cos i'm an idiot waiting for you... Wasting all my love on you too. DAMN. I'm really an idiot. Even though it's 1 outta 100% that you might be reading this. Jus wana post it here. Hopes you read it. You wont come back. I know you wont. I'm jus too boring. You had enough of me and i had enough you. Tired of everything. TIRED! Nish has been helping me alot by being by my side. THANKS NISH. I APPRECIATE :')